Kitty's Paws Pieces

Growing Paradise

2008-12-04T23:59:00.002+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 31 August 2008

There,
I see a field
of fresh, green grasses

Huge and empty it is
At the first time
I visited the field

One day,
I saw four girls
Each wearing a straw hat
And holding a basket
With gardener's stuffs in it

Hey, what will they do in this field?

As I watched over them
From this distance
I saw them planting four seeds
One seed, by a girl.

I kept on watching them
Who stayed at the field for a moment
Talking and laughing with each other
About the deed they have done

'I believe this field will be a paradise.'

I smiled upon hearing those words
Indeed, when the seeds grow,
I believe,
That this field will be a paradise

But is four seeds,
Enough to make this field become
A real, beautiful paradise?

I know the answer
As one of the girl came
Towards me

She said,

'Come here tomorrow,
And bring your own seeds,
And plant them with us.
Would you do that?'

A quick nod was my response back then.

...

And so,
I brought an apple seeds
When I came to that field
The day after

Interesting,
Since I found out that
There was more than the four girls before

There was...
Around 15 people
Including me
Who brought a basket with seeds

Mostly were girls
Yet there was also boys

And those girls were there, too

We gathered together
Talked about where we
Should plant each seed
So this field will be
A beautiful field

Then,
We hoed the soil
And sow the seeds
Covering it with the soil,
Watering it as much as needed

And after that,
We chatted again
About our vision
Of the future of this field

Imagining,
Hoping,
Believing
That it will become
A beautiful place to visit
Each time

A paradise for everyone.

...

Day by day passed
And the seeds slowly grew up
As we water them every day

There were some seeds which
Grown up as trees
There were also flowers
And many other kind of plants
They made the field looked like
Different from before

It was not just ours
But other people's as well

Yes, indeed.

Since that day,
More people
Came to the field
Plant yet another seeds
And water them

And the field you would see
Is the result of our efforts

We visited the field
Nearly every day
Sometimes we just chat
Sometimes,
We shared stories,
Or playing together in that enormous field

Ah, yes.

That field is really enormous
And we began to ponder
What if we asked more and more
People to join us

From sowing the seeds
Until the plants grown up
And we can do everything
Under the trees,
Between the bushes of flowers
And upon the fresh grasses
Together

...

So we did it,
And lots of people
Came to sow new seeds

We planted yet another seeds, too
As we thought that this field
Needs a lot of 'make-over'

Just like before,
They grew up
Slowly,
Day by day.

Various trees,
Bushes, flowers,
And many,
Many more.

See,
How beautiful is it?

You must see this now
Enchanting field

It is filled with
Different kinds of plants
Since they were a
Somewhat personal choice of each people
Who planted each seeds

Yet those things made
This field looked
Really unique.

And it created a deep,
Strong bonds between us
Ourselves,
Also with the field itself.

As we spend almost every day
In that field
Together.

As if...
It was..

Our Paradise.

The Paradise which is
Not just beautiful,
But magically give us
A togetherness,
A homey feeling.

And the Paradise is still growing...

~*~
Dipersembahkan untuk IH dan seluruh pendiri, staff, serta membernya,
Yang telah membantu menanam benih-benih keajaiban,
Memupuk dan menanamnya sehingga tumbuh subur,
Menjaganya ketika ia sudah tumbuh,
Menjadikan padang itu sebuah 'surga',
Yang penuh dengan rasa kekeluargaan,
Tempat berbagi pikiran, perasaan,
Juga cerita.

So~ Guys and gals,
Thank you for all the things you've shared,
And I hope that you'll stay even longer here.

If you're not here right now,
Away for a while,
I--we'll be waiting.

Because we're far more than just friends.

Once again, thank you.

I hope we still could keep this 'paradise' forever...
~*~

© 2008 -mYu-

Dark Passion Play

2008-09-16T18:16:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 15 August 2008

Imprisoned in the lowest level
Of Hell, I am
A little devil who seeks for
Freedom

Gathering power, twisting mind
I did all I could do
To reach my goal
To be freed

But you--

Came and provoked me to
Your labyrinth
Leading to
A trap inside a holy garden

As I was entangled in your ivies
Seeing your angelic smile
Staring at your bright blue eyes
Feels your velvet touch...

This feeling
Grows...
Little by little

A need of your gentleness
A desire to be with you
A--

--Passion.

...

Dancing fire
Burning in my
Bleeding heart

A deep, dark passion
Which changed my
Views about love

No need of the pearly potion
For you to give
Or any charms to cast

You just did it
To this impish heart

Though not entirely.

...

Love was a cursed word
For me
But--

Since you pour all of your kindness
And 'love' upon me

--It becomes a need.

And when you sets me free,

Let me give you...

An angelic embrace and--

--A devilish kiss.

And you'll be forever...

Mine.

Don't you know that beauty always comes with dark thoughts?

© 2008 -mYu-

Passion

2008-08-15T13:48:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
year of original write: 2005

Deep blue eyes
Staring at my own
So beautiful...

Te quiero, mi amor...

Your warm hand
Your heart beat...
Am I fall in love with you?

Con toda fuerza...

My sweetheart
May I say
'I love you'
With all of my heart?

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Translation for the Spanish lines:
Te quiero, mi amor... = I want you, my love...
Con toda fuerza... = With all of my heart...

© 2008 -mYu-

Lonely Doll

2008-08-13T13:58:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 9 March 2008

The world is crowded
I hear people talking
I see people everywhere
Outside the glass window

But why do I feel
So left alone
In this empty
Dark, little spot?

Why I can hear people
Talking to each other
But I never hear them
Say a word to me?

Why I can see people
Walking around in front of me
But they can't see me
Even when they are near?

Why...?

The world is still crowded
And I'm still in this
Little glass box
With no one noticing

With this porcelain body
I can hear
I can see
But I can't talk

And I'm sure
No one will hear me
If I am able to talk

'Cause they never talk to me
And they never notice that
I am existed
In this world

I'm just...
A lonely little doll...

© 2008 -mYu-

Pieces

2008-06-12T12:45:00.003+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 12 June 2008

In the distance,
I heard the sound of a piano
Playing the tunes of
Sadness and misery

And under the winter-sleeping oak tree
I was alone
Staring nonchalantly at the blooming snowdrops
I used to love

Missing someone we love is
Hurting, isn't it?
That's what I feel right now

The feeling's so strong
I couldn't help
Shedding a drop of tears
Down my pale cheeks

Then I hear your voice
Calling my name
Feel your gentle touch
Asking why did I cry

But my lips are locked
Saying nothing at all
And my eyes dripped
Another drops of tears
Upon the white flowers

Ah~
Should I tell you why
My tears suddenly dripping out
From my eyes and show you
The other side of me?

Should I believe that
Hope will be still there
Even if the snowdrops wither
And the sun is not
Shining upon the Earth anymore?

Should I believe
That there will be a consolation for this
Ice-cold heart?

I want to...

I want to believe in you
Show you all the
Pieces of my emotions
From happiness 'til sadness
Even fears, if I have

Let you know that
A little devil could also cry
Because she is stricken by a tough duty
And misfortunes

I want to...

I want to believe that
There's still hope
And there will be a consolation
For the frozen hearts

That the sun will shines again
Flowers will bloom once more time
And the world will be peaceful
Like it used to be

I want to...

I want to live on the same world as you
Sharing every pieces of emotions I have
Also every dreams I wish to be granted
Even if the world had been crumbled down
I want to be with you

And I will let you see
All the sides of my heart
Acting as a patch
If there are broken pieces inside

© 2008 -mYu-

Azrael Stole The Precious Thing

2008-05-11T12:19:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 11 May 2008

Hey, you
How dare you walk into my life
And make me feel like this

I feel like
My chest is pounded
By a lot of five-inch nails
Over and over again..

It really hurts,
Damn it!

Hey,
Can't you see
My cheeks has become all red
Every moment I'm with you

It's all your fault..

Who?
Who are you?
Why can't I stop thinking
About you

I don't know who you are
All I know is just..

An angel,
That's what I call you

But..
Let me tell you a fact

I am actually a little wolf
With an impish, selfish,
chaotic and cynical heart inside
I am not the same as you

Now,
You know I'm different from you
So please don't just go around
And stealing my heart so easily

Gimme back my heart
Or I will force you
To give your own to me.

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Midnight ramblings. LOL.

© 2008 -mYu-

Cage

2008-05-07T14:13:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 5 April 2008

This cage is
Incarcerating
My body
My mind
My soul

I have no freedom
And can not even set myself free

'Cause this cage..

Hurt my body when I tried to escape
Restrained my mind from unleashing my thoughts
Crushed my soul so I became weak

There is no way to get out.

I am imprisoned
In a locked cage
With no key.

© 2008 -mYu-

Curiousity (mature)

2008-02-10T15:57:00.000+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 10 February 2008

Note: This poem may contains some mature contents (words and/or imagery). YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

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Still want to continue reading? Oh, well, okay... Just make sure you are not under-aged.. :P

The falling rain
Brings the cold wind through the windows
Causing us to shiver
And hide under the blanket

As the rain goes on
We became closer and closer
Each other..

The blanket and your hands
Wrapped me up
Warming my body and my heart

And we get
Even..
Closer..
And closer.

And when you hold me tight
I smell the heavenly fragrance
Of the musk
From your body

So fragrant
So tempting
'Til I could not resist
My curiousity

Anymore...

I sniffed
Trying to smell more fragrance
Tracing your upper body with my nose
And ended up upon your lips

Kiss.

And I get more curious...

I traced your body with my fingers
Slowly...
Tickling, til you laughed so hard

In a sudden,
I deliberately gives you..
A kiss of a vampire

And When my hand gets really down there..

I'm curious..
What's the something that is so hard on you?
And why you get all red?

I'm really curious, baby..
So please answer..

© 2008 -mYu-

Forget-Me-Not

2008-02-01T13:02:00.000+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 29 January 2008

White flowers
Blossoming in the wild

Pureness?
No.
Truth?
No.

Memories?
Maybe, but..
I don't even remember anything..
Except...

Except that I have
Erased someone's memories
About his precious one

Someone..
So precious to me..

Was.

Yes, someone.
Who was so precious to me.

I erased all his memories about me
Yet I can't
Forget him...

At all.

And that's why
I cry

In this field

of

Forget..
Me...
Not.

© 2008 -mYu-

Fly, Far Away

2008-01-02T12:09:00.000+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 2 March 2007

Life is getting
Weirder than before

No more trust
No more faith
No more love
No more hope

So I
Fly
Far away

From this place
From this life
From...
The reality.

I fly.

I fly far away.

© 2008 -mYu-

Black Eyes

2007-12-30T16:23:00.000+07:00

A Harry Potter Fan Poem
written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 29 October 2007

Black eyes...
Staring at you,
Coldly

In his voice
You find there is
An aversion

When he scolds you
Mocks you
You feel really annoyed

You think that..
He hate you.

Every time you look into his eyes
You look it with hatred feeling

Your hatred
To him
Grows...
Quickly

Without knowing that
He holds a deep secret,
Hidden feeling
In his heart

An heartache
That would not be cured
Even with the best medicine
In the world

Well, yes
He hated you
Up to a point

Where he found
Something that belong to
Someone he loved

And so,
Even though he hate you
‘Cause your act is the same
Like your Dad whom he hated

His love to you grows
Little by little
Every time he sees your green eyes

Your mother’s eyes.

And yes,
Soon,
It becomes a hidden love

Cause he secretly cares
About you

Look at his eyes.
Now.

Look deeply into his black eyes.

Can you find it?
Can you find his love to you?
Even if it’s only a little amount?

Look now.
Deep…
Into his eyes.

You’ll find his deepest secret

As you look deeply into his
Black eyes.

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Disclaimer: This is just a fan poem. I own this poem, but not Harry Potter characters since they are Mrs. Rowling's. ^^

© 2007 -mYu-

The Road

2007-12-29T16:34:00.000+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 29 December 2007

The road is crowded
Filled with cars, motors, bicycles, and other else everywhere
Like a river, a sea of vehicles

They are separated by only a few inches
One and another
In a crowd, a traffic jam

The sounds of vehicles
Brrm... brmm.. brrrrmm...
And the high-pitched horns
Tiin..! Tiiiiiiin~!!!

Heard in every step I take
Along this rough pavement
Under the scorching sun

People begins to lost patience
They’re getting mad
As the traffic is getting longer

More and more crowded
Than a few minutes before

No more engine sounds are heard
Only the sounds of the horns
And people’s yelling each other left

Tiiin…! Tiiiiiiiiiin~!!! Tin..!!
Tin.. Tiiiiin~
Tin-tin-ttiiiiiiiiinnn~~!!

*grumbles*

Cars are still everywhere
With the frustated drivers that
Trapped in this jam

And as I barely could breathe
‘Cause I only receive dirty air
I eat a fresh mint candy,
Put my soft silky handkerchief upon my nose
Avoiding unpleasant smoke from the cars

And I think to myself..

That this road,
This city,
Even this country,
Is too crowded

© 2007 -mYu-

Eternally

2007-12-29T11:47:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 18 November 2007

Lovely words
Gentle touches and kisses
That's how we started

As the time flows
Many things has changed

We argued and had a quarell occasionally
Sometimes we did it until I'm crying in desperate
And wanting to be away from you

But something in my heart
Prevented me from leaving you
Something that wouldn't change
Even if I said 'I don't love you anymore'

Yes,
My love wouldn't change
And it will always be the same

Yesterday, today, and tomorrow.

My love for you..
Will last..

Eternally.

© 2007 -mYu-

A Girl Has Stolen My Heart

2007-12-29T11:43:00.000+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 12 November 2007

Once, I met a girl
So young, curious and naughty
Yet also cute and funny

She’s as beautiful as a princess
(Well, she is!)
And as playful as a cat
(Indeed~!)
...Even more.

We’re friends through an incident
No, it’s totally a disaster
‘Cause she was inside my house
In a sudden

In another word,
She slithered into my house

I’m shocked,
How could a girl break into a boy’s room?

I’m really shocked, but
We’re friends..
After it.

Sometimes she come by
Asked me to teach her something
Or just playing
And make noises at my house!

She might be just sixteen
She might be naughty and childish
She might be a cat (oh, and a princess, too!)
But...

After sometime
I realized that this girl
Has stolen something precious from me

I’ve just realized..
That this little girl
Has stolen my heart.

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As always, it's a rambling. :P Wrote it for my own novel, anyway.. Any comments will be greatly appreciated. :D

© 2007 -mYu-

Twenty Lessons About Love

2007-12-29T10:58:00.001+07:00

written by Dian Anggraini aka Chryseis aka Myu
date of original write: 28 September 2007

Love is like the beautiful rose that blooms in your garden
That has thorn on every inch of the stem
Which could hurt your hand when you touch the stem
Yet also has the heavenly fragrant smell that makes you think of someone you love

Who you met last Saturday at the lovely cafe in Paris
Who make your heart beating in an unknown rhythm, and the clock stops ticking

And you just loved when he leaves you alone
Secretly laughing like a clever moron
Reading a letter written in a pink-colored paper
It reads, ‘I humbly do beseech you of your pardon, for too much loving you’

Live your life with love and happiness
For you never know when Death rings the bell and comes to you

Twinkling stars are above a twilight twist
When you dressed up like Venus in a mesmerizing gown
And thinks that waiting for your love is like a hundred years of waiting

So, has the Cupid placed his arrow in your heart?
You will never know since he never say ‘Babbidy-babbidy-boo’ when he did it

But you’ll understand that it is, when you hear he says, ‘Je t’aime, mon cherie...’
And your heart is singing a song
For you that are starting to learn a lesson or two about love

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Actually, I did this for my writing workshop class' homework. The lecturer told us that we have to put 'twenty' in the title, so... I ended up with the title above... ^^;

Anyway, enjoy the ramblings~

© 2007 -mYu-

Welcome!!!

2007-12-29T09:36:00.000+07:00

Well, I couldn't think of a nice title to welcome you to my blog of.. er.. well.. yea, R-A-M-B-L-I-N-G-S.

Ah, yes, sorry. Hello there, and welcome. My name is Dian, Myu, Miyu, Chryseis, or whatever you call me.. :P

Anyway, no, this is not my second blog. Teehee. I mean, this is.. err.. a blog for all of my works, poetry and short stories (which I always call as a rambling :P).

Umm.... *speechless* I'm still working on the layout, so, yeah.. Just enjoy!

And REMEMBER that the works are DEFINITELY MINE. Just read, do not copy-paste. If you want to save one of my works to your personal use, it's okay, but again, DO NOT COPY-PASTE. Well, I mean, DO NOT copy-paste the content of this blog to your blog or website, especially without mentioning my name (whichever name you call me or know me with). Well, the best way is to ask me before.. :P

See you!